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We do not love.We lust. A normal feeling among humans.Yet we give way to possibility. We have titles.We have emotions we play upon.Maybe its more than lustBut we know the truth.We will pretendAs our lips meetThat there is more. I am sadThere isnt more. 08/09/17

Illenium

We kissedUnder the stage lightsWith the most beautiful music. A stranger,You are and forever will be. Your lips were softAnd your face was sweaty. We danced together for hours.My hips swaying against yours.Your arms wrapped around me tightly, As if to never let go. Even for just a little while,It was as if we had known each other forever.I put my hand over yoursAs we swayed in time.Your head resting on my shoulder.  We do not love each other.But in that moment it was as if we could. I will ne

Happy Birthday

Today,Is my birthday.I feel like i should be very happy.But for some reasonI cant find it. In the gifts, the texts, the facebook posts.In the extra make-up i put on todayOr the nice dress and heels.Not evenIn my favorite dance music. Something is missing.But i cant find the piece.  6/30/17

Please never come back

I want to say"I hate you".I want to Never talk to you again.I want to run awayFrom these emotions.I dont want to face you. But i knowIt will tear me into one thousand Little tiny pieces.  I knowThat i will Hate myselfThe most. I hate you. I hate that you torment meWith these photos.But i hate myselfMore. 6/28/17

Memories

An old forgotten itemFound.I left those gloves in my carFor those cold Cincinnati days.And the gift of an ice scrapperFor those cold Cincinnati nights. Though i no longer need them,I cannot bring myself to take them out of my car.They remind me of the life that nowJust seems like a dream.The friends,The family,All the people i loved there.A realistic dream. I cannot bring myselfTo take them out. 6/25/17